Okay, So I haven't written anything in a while. I appoligise.
I leadwhat seems to be a busy life- espesially at the moment. I am being swamped with Billy Elliot rehersals. As much as I do love and and adore acting and dancing and singling and being with other people with the same feelings- It is taking me away from my socail life and my boyfriend. He who I have not seen since Friday night- Prom.
I will talk about prom. But later.
For now I need to have a rant. I feel that if I hadn't had Billy Elliot rehersals today I could have stopped what is potentially a huge argument. I say potentailly because he doesn't know that I am pissed off and dissapointed with him. You want to know the story? Of course you do, how silly of me.
Well it all started with an innocent text- yes don't they all. However this time... You know forget it.
He is arguing with me again.
Apparently I have been off with him and he can't be bothered to get up for me. Funny isn't it. I was thinking exactly the same thing about him. The amount of times I have tried to speak to him, or meet with him. Uncountable.
Ruin.
Ruin.
Ruin.
That's what it will be.
That's what I will be.
Okay, I can't talk about prom. Not now.
Tuesday, 29 June 2010
Sunday, 13 June 2010
R.I.P Birdy
I tried to save her. I really did.
Dug up lovely worms, even cut them up and found a way of feeding them to her properly (meaning getting her able to swallow them by acting like the parent bird and shoving it down the birds throat but hey) but...
Made her a nest out of an old rag and kitchen paper.
But mum was right, something must have been up with it.
and just as I thought it was doing much better.
I mean I managed to feed it two worms!!! That's more than it had eaten since we found it.
Maybe I shouldn't have left it. It might have been fine if I didn't leave it out under the hedge whilst we took Nana back home. I should have known it would have started raining and it might have been too cold for it. But then... how should I have know when we came back it would be dying. How should I have known that when we came back it would be so weak it couldn't even hold itself on its front anymore...
Such a sad sight you know. A bird lying on it's side; it's legs stuck out in front.
It tried to eat more, but it didn't even have the strength to peck at the worm, or to close it's beak and swallow it.
I had let dad help him.
I mean, humanly no?
Didn't I?
Doesn't mean I don't feel bad though.
Doesn't mean I didn't weep.
Dug up lovely worms, even cut them up and found a way of feeding them to her properly (meaning getting her able to swallow them by acting like the parent bird and shoving it down the birds throat but hey) but...
Made her a nest out of an old rag and kitchen paper.
But mum was right, something must have been up with it.
and just as I thought it was doing much better.
I mean I managed to feed it two worms!!! That's more than it had eaten since we found it.
Maybe I shouldn't have left it. It might have been fine if I didn't leave it out under the hedge whilst we took Nana back home. I should have known it would have started raining and it might have been too cold for it. But then... how should I have know when we came back it would be dying. How should I have known that when we came back it would be so weak it couldn't even hold itself on its front anymore...
Such a sad sight you know. A bird lying on it's side; it's legs stuck out in front.
It tried to eat more, but it didn't even have the strength to peck at the worm, or to close it's beak and swallow it.
I had let dad help him.
I mean, humanly no?
Didn't I?
Doesn't mean I don't feel bad though.
Doesn't mean I didn't weep.
Wednesday, 2 June 2010
London!
I am back from being in London for two days. It was amazingly good!
I saw Billy Elliot the Musical for the third time- yes the third. I recomend it to anyone and everyone, I think it is amazing, and even my dad who hates musicals thoguht it was really good. I got a Billy Elliot hoody because I am sad. Its black ;) And it's very good quality; all soft and furry on the inside and all nice and soft on the outside. It's also very warm -stop it your rambling-
We did a lot of walking though, and a lot of traveling on the underground. I also had my first taster of the subway and I had a panic attack and almost cried. Well done me!! God I can be such a baby. But it was all stuffy and claustrophobic and crowded and it went on and on and I had just gotten of the underground and I needed fresh air and I didn't like it. So I think I had a valid reason. I also didn't cry on the underground train or anything... course not, don't be silly. Ok I had a valid reason then two!! Well we had just gotten from one train to the other, and it was too stuffy again, and dad was saying that it was going to break down and we would be stuck there and I allready thought I would be stuck there because it was going on and on and it was dead clautstrophobic and there was a lot of people and I was being jostled by the train going so fast and I needed fresh air and I wanted to get off and I didn't like it. So ha!
Oh yehhh << My new ssaying by the way. Not by choice. Just because I say it too much.
Oh I also bought this really nice top... not that you care my dear blog.
Oh lastly I went round the Tate Modern and say some really cool pieces of art. And then some not so cool piece of 'art'. There was a picaso piece there to!! It was really good!
Anywho, I shall stop boring you my old friend.
I saw Billy Elliot the Musical for the third time- yes the third. I recomend it to anyone and everyone, I think it is amazing, and even my dad who hates musicals thoguht it was really good. I got a Billy Elliot hoody because I am sad. Its black ;) And it's very good quality; all soft and furry on the inside and all nice and soft on the outside. It's also very warm -stop it your rambling-
We did a lot of walking though, and a lot of traveling on the underground. I also had my first taster of the subway and I had a panic attack and almost cried. Well done me!! God I can be such a baby. But it was all stuffy and claustrophobic and crowded and it went on and on and I had just gotten of the underground and I needed fresh air and I didn't like it. So I think I had a valid reason. I also didn't cry on the underground train or anything... course not, don't be silly. Ok I had a valid reason then two!! Well we had just gotten from one train to the other, and it was too stuffy again, and dad was saying that it was going to break down and we would be stuck there and I allready thought I would be stuck there because it was going on and on and it was dead clautstrophobic and there was a lot of people and I was being jostled by the train going so fast and I needed fresh air and I wanted to get off and I didn't like it. So ha!
Oh yehhh << My new ssaying by the way. Not by choice. Just because I say it too much.
Oh I also bought this really nice top... not that you care my dear blog.
Oh lastly I went round the Tate Modern and say some really cool pieces of art. And then some not so cool piece of 'art'. There was a picaso piece there to!! It was really good!
Anywho, I shall stop boring you my old friend.
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