Long time. No post.

Well yes, so what. I haven't had anything to vent to you my dear blog. Not a single thing important or exciting has really happened recently- I know, hard to believe with my awsomeness. Well... I could have posted after each exam I have had, telling you how amazing I did, but that would be lying and very boring. So I decided against it.

But alas I DO have something to say. Be it witty and amazing, well I don't know. But my dear blog, since you are in essence, me, then you should... no SHALL find it incredibly spectacular.

I am creating works of art.

Oh yes.

First it was this blog. You to be correct, my dear blog, oh one who listens (or at least doesn't have a choice but to listen).

Then I started to draw little pictures here and there.

Now I have decided to create a scrapbook. Within it shall be my life. Just like you are my little secret keeper. This scrapbook shall take me forever. Documenting my thoughts and feeling. Telling the story of me growing up.

Oh yes. Im deep.

I told you, didn't I! Incredible.

No, no need. I know what you are thinking.

Because, in essence, I am you.

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

Well my birthday actually turned out better than expected if I am honest. So I was imagining a horrible day doing hard school work and everyone so up tight about exams next week. But in retrospect I didn't really do any... well I did nothing all day!! Maths we had a sub so we spent the whole lesson chatting, taking pictures and signing each others shirts- writing good luck and stuff. Then we had chemistry in which we had a little quiz... again not really work. Then I had Child Development in which we had another sub, so I spent that lesson eating Oreo's, signing shirts, taking photo's and chatting again. Then we had English where we spent the first part of the lesson chatting and signing shirts and the second parts doing a fun quiz. Finally we have Physics where Mr. B didn't mind us doing nothing for the lesson!!! He EVEN signed every one's shirts!!!

So a very fun day.

And A, bless him, got me THE best present. Ipod speakers and this little arrow which you pull the arrow head off and there is a little message inside (that he wrote obviously)!! How cute?!! I'm going to keep it forever and ever.

Got from my parents: three books (none of them Derek Landy's fourth Skulduggery-Sadly!!) and the Avatar DVD- extremely happy about that. And finally some converse which are VERY nice.

From my Aunt and Uncle I got a necklace with a shiny, sparkly blue pendant on with matching earrings.

From O I got chocolates.

From V AND R I got a pocket mirror. I know, it doesn't sound like much. But it is a fancy mirror.

I am now officially sixteen.

No more lying about my date of birth so I can sneak into movies. No more jokes about under-aged sex can be made. No more jokes from my dad saying weird stuff about me.

Aaahhhh.

I got to eat cake and chinese too!!

A job well done.

xxx

The Waking Owls

Gracefully, gracefully they glide,
Gently beating the air,
Enticing it to their will.

Peacefully, peacefully they fly,
Politely hooting their cares,
Greeting their dark-eyed morning.

Hourly, hourly the dive,
Teams of skilled gatheres,
Fiercely feeding the flocked youn.

Slowly, slowly the spy,
Their creeping glow of night,
Lay their heads, the world awakes.

Prom Dress!!

So, I went for my fitting.



And O.M.G!! I had so forgotten what it was like, totaly took my breath away.

I cannot wait for it to be prom, I am absalutley loving it! You know, being on prom commitee, organising it all, making sure things go to plan, having a say on what to do. Also getting to hang out with a different set of people, people who won't judge or tease me if I say something because we aren't yet friendly enough.

Haha yes, I'm sad.

It's nearly my birthday.

The joys. Being woken up early by my brother just so he can say happy birthday. The attention and people forcing me to accept gifts. Organising to do something and knowing that my 'party' involves only two of my friends- two whom cannot possibly come out because of the exams leering oh so closley.

Yes. Fun I hear you say.

I'd prefer just to be whisked away by A and sit in a field all day together. In the sun of course.

But can't do much but moan.

And that doens't help.

Boring News

There isn't realy a lot to talk about.

Hasn't been for a while. Though I could have written about my French speaking test. But that post would have been a boring one. Though I could have bragged that I have completed 50% of my Frnehc GCSE now. I could have also bragged about the fact I have completed my whole Child Development course now too. Thoguh that would also have been boring. And it isn't like me to brag about such things such as Mrs. McN saying my speaking was at least an A grade at minimal or anything like that.

Though I suppose I can brag about the fact that I had an amazing day yesterday with A :D Watched Doctor Who being hugged- best thing ever- and then had an amazingly nice tea of curry which surprisingly I had a craving for- wired or what? And then had a good snuggle time haha, I lovee me some snuggle time :D

I should be revising... my exams are in two weeks time. But I just can't seem to do anything. They are looming up and I just shrug and turn my back. I know- Im an idiot. I got into the habit of revising for my French speaking, but now that is over I haven't even picked up any of my revision guides- let alone thought about doing anything involving revision. But in my defence I have completed a lot of deadlines this passed week. My Child Development course for example and the Music stuff. Not to mention that this blog could be counted as English revision- it is helping me practise writing for the essays (far fetched I know but let me have it).Well at least I am almost confident that I will get at least a C. I never have been good at revising but I always seem to get an all right grade.

It doesn't help that my Sixteenth is coming up as well. I mean I remember planning in year seven or eight or when ever it was to have a massive party. We all did, all of us lot from Quinta. All planning to have DJ's and buffets and some of the more strange people planning to lose their virginity's on the night- sad people.

However, the times or me being part of that big massive friendship group has passed and now the only people who I think even want to do something for my birthday are A and O. V and R will be 'revising' and of course this means they can't possibly come out, or if they wanted to their parents 'wouldn't let them'. Nice huh, my so called best mate not willing to take one day away from her revision to celebrate a birthday.

It doesn't matter. I realised that there wouldn't be much fuss this birthday when I figured out it was so close to exams. As well as the fact that I haven't really done out for any other birthday- a family BBQ here, a trip to the cinema there. I don't even expect much in the present front. A fiver from the grandparents, tenner stretching it. A pair of converse from mum n Dad. Chocolates from O... doubt I'll get out from R because there won't be an occasion marking it to be a birthday. V claims she has the perfect present in mind- but how can she if she doesn't spend any time with me any more??? A?? Well I don't know there... Surprise me.

Sweet blimmin Sixteen.

Least I get to go London a few weeks after it. That will be my birthday thing I think, and maybe I'll by myself a birthday present ;-)

M continues to disappoint as he has yet to turn up with this promised CD. Shinedown I think it is... even though I haven't listened to them in months.

There is always excuses.

Then in the middle of it all is poor nana...

She's started to get dates wrong now. She'd forgotten my birthday let alone the fact that she got told last weekend. What's next??

Who I am?