"Ooohhh it's lovely, Cliff isn't it wonderfull!"

Yes, they came.

My Nan and Grandad.

She hadn't seen my new electric piano.

Or heard my new composistion.

So I had no choice to surrender to her optism and horendous obsessant compliments and etc etc.

Other than that it was a pretty allright day. I ate triffle. I ate chocolate biscuits. I ate crisps. I ate a sunday dinner. I ate more triffle. I ate cheese on crackers. I slept. I ate a toffee crisp. I ate the last of the triffle. I ate left over fish and chips from Friday night.

So yeh a good day.

But A didn't come over. He didn't come over yesterday either. I haven't even spoke to him since Friday...

But I did expect this. I guess I should be used to it by now.

It'll pass.

I hope.

I've been dreaming about dancing recently. I really want to learn. Contempory maybe. Or tap. Or both!!! Hehehee.

So any one out there who knows of any dance classes near Congleton Cheshire for beginer's let me know ;)

Exhaustedness...

I don't know why but lately I have been really tired. It feels like I've been dead busy over the last few weeks, I just want to sleep!! Which is good because I don't think I have to do anything all weekend woop!

A's got a load of things he's got to do so I probably won't see him much this next week, which sucks tbh. He also say's he's getting a cold, which I pray to God I don't get. I hate being ill, it's the worst... And with the situation with Billy Eliot and Call back's won't be a very good thing to have.

The moon's really ful tonight... I can just see it out of the corner of my eye. It's quite funny as I keep just looking up at it, losing my train of thought. Then remembering where I am, ya know? Thats how out of it I am. I love clear nights like this. Though, when it's a full moon you can't really see many stars as the light reflected from the moon sorta drowns out the stars. Which also sucks.

I love the stars.

Now look at me, drabbling on about stars lol. I should be thinking about what's happening in the upcoming weeks. It's V's Birthday soon, and then Valentine's Day... and Then A's Birthday! Im going to be broke by the end of this, but oh wells. I've got V's present actually. Im organised like that, except I need some birthday label thingys.

Im going to visit my Nana in hostpital today, it's her birthday today. She's been moved to a different hostpital, the war Memorial.

My other Nana and my Grandad are coming on Sunday, it was my other Nana's birthday yesterday. We aren't doing anything special I don't think.

Thank Gods, I don't feel like going out.

Well, thats it for now folks, tune in next time for another show of Boremyassofwithsomerandomerslife!!

Auditions!!

Finally the auditions for Billy Elliot are over and done with!

I didn't even know the dance routine properly!!! I only got taught it the day before, talk about eek. And even worse, I only got partnered with J at last minuite, and even worserer I hadn't even looked at the script until half an hour before the audition!!!

Talk about unfair :p

Though I think it went allright :D


A came round after school. That was good. I really needed him then. Tell you the truth, I was missing him. Even though I see him at school and what have ya, I still missed him. Is that even possible? To be right next to someone and to miss them?

I guess it is.

His miriacle hugs came at just the right time and I felt soo safe and cosy cuddled up in his arms.

I love him. I mean that. Not just as a word that means so very little to people who don't actually know how to use it.

Its a spend the rest of my life love. Go to the end of the world love. Hurt him, feel my fist love. Stand by no matter what love.

I really really really love him.
Xxx

Abandoned...

No you haven't been abandoned, it's just a lot has happend lately. My nan went into hospital, she's fallen down the stairs. She has broken her wrist (and spent a very, very long time in theatre as it was a bad break) and possibly something in her cheek. Her face is all bruised and scraped, a set back from falling from the top stair, she's sounded confused and maybe even delirious all week. Though when I went to see her today she seemed ok... apart from the bruising and the hard of hearing parts. Been in almost week now.

But before that: around here there has been quite a bit of 'bad weather' which meant that our school was shut for a while- and then the schools heating went down and pipes burst so only the higher school could go in assome parts of the school were flooded and classes needed to be re-located. But teachers acted like we had been off ages and had loads to catch up on so I have been bombarded with work! Then there was the mock results... in which school thought it would be good to pretend it was the real thing. Yawn! Although, it sorta worked- got a few people worked up. I was dissapointed with only one result, my maths. The subject I had most revised for. I got a C...

Oh well...

There only mocks...

Hell Begins

And so the Hell begings again...

• Little people running arround


• Cold air penatrating unreliable thin clothing


• Sitting down listening to voices drone on and on

School time.


The first day back after a blissfull two weeks of none stop lazing... And it had snowed. The ground was covered in a show-stopping layer of slip tastic ice. Snow fell down the thick fog, always managing to find it's way into the crack of shirt at the back of your neck, then melting down your back.

Then the lessons started...

Classrooms too hot, classrooms too cold. Teachers to boring, teachers to enthusiastic and full with optimism. students too snoby or too annoying...

School.